This is something I’d wanted to do for years, but, the more times I tried to find someone to do it with me, the more I learnt some people will 100% tell you they’re up to it, and proceed to ghost you. I get it, there was a lot of anxiety recording the fist 6 episodes, especially when it’s unscripted and just me talking about things that pop into my head as I play Ocarina of Time. But, I’ve had a lot of fun doing it so far, so regardless of how things go, I’m going to stick with it for the long run!
But understanding that I would have to do it alone, that was the hardest part for me. After all, this is something I’ve wanted to do for years now… and I know if I had started years ago, I’d have had more time to try and build my channel up… but, it is what it is, and better late than never.
I fully understand this isn’t something everyone can do, it can definitely take a toll on your mental health in the long run, but, sometimes it can be nice, even if you’re not sure if anyone will pay attention, to just rant into the void.